DAY 12- I NEED A HAND

If you see me face down in my dinner plate tonight, it's simply because I cannot move my arms. They feel as heavy as 100 lb weights. Needless, to say I think that introduction sufficiently lets you know that tonight D. at West County Fitness kicked our butts...actually it was are arms she killed. You think I am joking but I literally can't lift them. I am in pain just typing right now. So I think I will just plunge my head in to my plate of broccoli tonight and eat like the little piggies do... Just call me "Randy".

Seriously, today was okay. I think I ate all my meals on time but totally forgot to eat my yogurt before I got to the gym. I am still contemplating spinning but I cannot seem to drag my butt out of bed before 5:20 (which is when I get up & head to the clubhouse to hop on the elliptical for an 1 hour). Spinning starts at 5:15....that means I have to be out the door by 4:50 with extra prep the night before (gotta take my work clothes with me because I will leave from there).

I know eventually I will get it in gear & make it there for spin. Keep me in your prayers! I will say the exhaustion has ceased and know I only experience the typical exhaustion all mothers/ wives feel. SUPERWOMAN? The eating is routine and I think by week 4 it will be as as routine as brushing my teeth or taking a shower.

Can we say LIFESTYLE change....seriously ladies I doubt any weight loss will stick unless we decide to decimate our poor eating habits and lack of working out. I am willing to admit I am fat because I was lazy, ate crap and ate toooooooo MUCH.

HIGH POINT: Actually being able to stand on my own at the end of our Dorianna workout. Declining dessert at work and being okay with it.

LOW POINT: Being offered an awesome looking piece of cake at work today and actually thinking for a second about eating it....hey no one would be the wiser- right? But I made a commitment so I declined.

Misty "Arms Dropping" Lowe